Little Miss Lonely

hello ppl :D

2010-08-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

im back to blogger ! :D hahaa . My new internet is so cool . Just insert this internet sim card then i can use internet alr :)
So hairpee ;) hmmm anw we just had our second paper today . Th compo section was quite easy !
I wrote ques 2&3 . Yupp . 2more extra days of studying before another paper starts :) and im super excited for o levels to finish . Cuz this year im going to both hong kong and ipoh ! Disneyland here i come ^^ kkays im signing off here ! Byes ! :D

2010-03-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

GOD , i really need to know th answer now .... ):

2010-02-26T06:36:00.000-08:00

HI ppl ^^

hmmmmm . these few days slept late due to studying for CT .
even though this time it doesnt count in O lvls but i still wann to do it for God (:
i'll do my best just for Him and Him alone ^^
Jie , thankiew so much ^^
i know God loves me :D
His actions tells me so .
2days ago during PE , i fell on both of my knees .
damn pain luhh .
Thankiew Mr Raffi for yr concern :D
this fall made me realise WHO ARE MY REAL TRUE FRENS .
at first i questioned myself ,
" whr is my guardian angel when i fell ? "
but looking at it in another point ,
I KNOW MY ANGEL IS JUST BESIDE ME .
if my angel hadn't been thr ,
mayb i'd have a fracture . in one day i had 3 bruises XD
BUT
i know God protects me (:
everything He does have a purpose .
today i finally did my News Report in class.
i was like damn scared uhh ..
when i stood in front of th class ,
my mind went totally blank ... ><
luckily i had my script .
i peeked at it XD
i was trembling with fear .
ive prayed for this , but i just cant help feeling so scared .
but i know God answered my prayers.
guess wad ,
I GOT SECOND IN CLASS FOR THIS ^^
th highest was 13 marks .
i got 12 half . (:
God is AMAZING yeahh ?
hmmmmmm
my mum's fren went home with th Lord ytd .
she'd brain tumor .
at times she's angry with th Lord for giving her this sickness .
but many ppl still prayed for her .
although i dunno her ,
i still feel kinda sad .
i prayed for her just now .
i thanked God for freeing her from her pain .
yupp .
kkayyys , tired lerh .
gng sleep veh soon .
bye!

2010-02-19T02:32:00.000-08:00

HELLO (:

its been kinda long since i posted .
sigghhhhhs .
sometimes i just feel helpless ..
thankks alot to Alvin who gave a listening ear and advice . (:
i feel much better lerhs . ^^
haha .
nvm ..
i'll just surrender everything to God .
He'll take care of everything . (:
i got nth to say lerh .
bye .

2010-02-12T04:32:00.000-08:00

yo yo ppl (:

haha .. looooonnnnggg timeee no blog lerh nehhs ><
haha .
these few days my stomach damn weirdd luhhsss ...
today damn pain ...
but i prayed le !!
i believe Jesus will heal me ^^
thankiew to those who cared for me (:
you guys are great !
hmmmm
veh excited for sunday's coming !
I SIMPLY LOVEEE SUNDAYYYSS !
Worshipping Him time :D
yays !
anw i just changed a new phone .
LG new chocolate ^^
verry cute uhh .
tmr my sister changing to Lollipop or Crystal .
haha .
sian nehhhhs .
hmwk getting more and more ...
now its th holidays nehhh HELLO ?
sighhhhhs .
but i'll give it my best .
cuz i wann go poly ^^
kkay laa .
nth to say leerhh .
i just wan to THANK GOD for Blessing me and Helping me thru times of trouble .
whn i was low , He lifted me up . immediately . really .
I LOVE HIM .
gtg le .
bye!

*hugs*

2010-01-29T07:22:00.000-08:00

>.<

sian sia ....
my tummy hurts alot alot now ...
think i ate th wrong thing ..?
dunnno nehhs :X
anw im damn excited for sunday's arrival . (:
i love gng church .
kkayy laa .
no energy to type anymore lerhs ..
damn freaking pain now ...
bye .

2010-01-28T01:44:00.000-08:00

HII ppl ^^

hmmm today veh veh happy .
cuz Jireh said wann go eat lunch tgt on sunday without me askin ^^
Deeeee ,
thankiew ! you made my day .
hmm today my heart like abit pain uhh .
i mean real pain .
not fake de .
but after awhile okayy le .
Thanks deeee for caring ^^
must take kare of your knee too kayy ? :D
ive been listening to Everything to me by Avalon since just now .
6 - 7 times lerhs ^^
SIMPLY ♥♥♥ tht song ^^
super nice song .
anw today i also prayed for someone in my class .
yupp .
just felt like praying for her even i dun like her alot .
hope Jesus will touch her heart :D
ytd also prayed for another classmate of mine .
yay Sunday coming luhhh !!!!!!!!!
im gng buy smth for everyone in church !!
i hope i'll find enough . haha !
ALL MUST COME TO CHURCH ON VALENTINES UHH !!!!!
:DDD
hahahahaha .
kkayyy .
got to go lerhs .
GOD BLESS EVERYONE !
bye!

2010-01-25T01:47:00.000-08:00

HURTS are inevitable .
I've learnt to be stronger after wad happened .
I've learnt to treasure th ppl around me more .
Although once a promise is broken ,
its hard to earn th trust of ppl anymore .
BUT i'll preservere on .
cuz i believe i'll earn it back . (:
thru this Joyce told me i've gotten alot more stronger thn th past .
In th past ,
I'll just keep all th hurts inside me and stopping myself frm crying .
Now i dont .
cuz i know ,
Crying helps alot more .
What happened is God's plan and God's decision .
I know tht i must trust Him .
I surrender everything to Him .
Everything happens for a reason ,
there's a purpose why God makes things happen this way .
We just have to put all our trust in Him .
I've learnt to think of ppl's feelings too .
I thank Joyce Jie and Jireh Deee for caring for me .
Jireh , i know you care alot for me .
Thankiew :D
Joyce ,
Thank you for being thr for me when i need advice th most .
I've prayed alot abt this .
I thank God for answering my prayers .
When im too hurt ,
He heals me with His ways .
He answers all prayers if you put all your faith in Him .
Its true ^^
I just wish to stay with God always .
Yesterday i sang my first song in Church !
I've finally gotten th courage to open my mouth to sing !
Im so glad i did sing .
Jie ,
thanks for ytd .
even though its so late le but you stil answered my call and took time to give me advice.
I LOVE YOU JIE JIE (:
Deee ,
Thank you for giving me another chance .
I LOVE YOU DEEEE DEEEE (:
alrights i've got to go .
its dinner time .
BYE . (:
God Bless everyone !

2010-01-22T06:48:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOOO PPL ^^

so so so so haiiirrpeee today ^^
i was at my bus stop gng sch when a girl asked me for 55cents .
of cuz i said i have .
i gave her ^^
thn she asked whether i wann anything in exchange .
i said nope ^^
damn happyyy i did a good deed even thou its not a veh BIG deed ,
it still made me veh glad . ^^
Thank God for giving me this chance to show my compassion ^^
i wish to stay with Jesus forever :D
hmmm .
these few days nth much happen bah ?
i think .
forgot le .
XD
super glad tht God gave me 2 deeedeee(s) and my jiejiee ^^ !!
LOVE THEM SO MUCH !!!!
hahax .
kkkayyyyy .
gtg le ....
BYE babes and hunks ! ^^
I LOVE JAEL !

P.S , IM PREPARIN GIFTS FOR SOME PPL IN JAEL !! :D

2010-01-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

yo yo ppl !

hahha .
so long nehh post liao .
hmmm .
quite alot of things happened these days .
dun wish to talk abt it . >.<
anw tht incident made me realise to treasure your loved ones more .
i did .
we're much stronger and much closer to each other now .
Thankiew guys . ^^
i also wann to Thank God for everything .
yupp ^^
today i spent a few hours doing Birthday card for Jireh ^^
very satisfied with my work haha .
cuz i refused to eat until i finished doing it . ^^
today my stomach damn pain for th whole day .
make me feel so weak . :/
Thank you for those who cared . ^^
Love you all .
haha .
kkayyyy .
gtg le .
Bye !
God bless .

2010-01-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

yo ppl ! :D

sch strt luhh ...
sian ....
but thank God !
with His help ,
im beginning to love hmwk more and more !
if i nvr do hmwk ,
i'll feel angry with myself for not doing any . ^^
anw i really love God !
haha .
kayy post till here .
damn busy now . cant think of wad to write now . x.x
sorry !
bye!
God bless .
God is LOVE !

2010-01-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

YO ppl !

Happy New Year ! :D
hmmm just back frm Yishun nia .
yeahh .
today supposed to go Sentosa with Calvin , Thaddeus , Justin , Jireh , Joyce , Me and my Sis de .
but didnt in th end .
was really really sad .
yeahh i CRIED .
but now im okayy le .
thanks to my Jie Joyce ! (:
anw my New Year Resolution is :

1) Score well for my O levels this year
2) Make more frens !
3) Stay close to Joyce and Jireh forever . :D
4) Trim down
%) Stay closer to God .
6) Sing during worship !

alrights thts all i can think .
kkaayy gtg le .
bye!

2009-12-30T23:08:00.000-08:00

Yo ppl !

a few more hrs and im gng to go Countdown le .
yays .
mayb tmr can meet them up for bball and badminton
if they can make it luhh .
if cant thn .. i dunno .
sian luhh .
sch starting le .
must work extra hard le .
cant afford to lag alr .
i must get better thn 15 points .
i want go poly de . :D
poly sounds alot more fun thn jc uhhs . X)
bought headphones at $26.90 ytd at hougang mall .
Philips de .
dunno whether can trust ma .
but i guess its good for me . ^^
kkays .
got to go le .
see ya !
God bless .

2009-12-24T23:07:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! :D

Really happy tht i've got presents frm church sia! :D
woke up late at 7am .
rush-ed to brush teeth thn change .
cuz need earlier go church as they've got Musical .
need get thr early to get th best seats . (:
keep rushing thn only left 10minutes to eat .
th funny thing is ,
once isat down and strted eating ,
i've no appetite le .
eat a few mouth's of th dumpling thn want vomit alr .
so gave up eating thn went off to church .
upon reachin thr my sis went toilet while i stood outside .
awhile later Di came .
he called my go in but thn my sis stil inside toilet .
boh pian .
wait-ed for her to come out luhh .. . .
finally we can go in le .
sat behind Di & Thaddeus they all .
aft tht th Musical " I WISH YOU JESUS " strt-ed .
Joyce damn pretty luhh .
super chio when she wears like tht . (: really .
also received a present frm charlotte .
aft th musical we went lunch with Yong Chian and Rayson .
actually is a small grp of us for lunch nia . just th 4 of us .
thn i was ordering my lunch thn suddenly Di got tap my shoulder .
when i turn arnd he " BOO ! " me . LOL !
funny di . (:
abit th sian luhh .
sunday cant join you guys for BBQ .
but nvm . im still looking forward to sunday and monday !!!! :D
yippppeeeessss ! ~
alrights .
tired to type liao .stomache .

k ,
bye!

2009-12-23T02:16:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone ! :DDDDDDDDDDD

Super excited for Friday's coming !!!! yipee ! :D
I love my church frens!
especially my Jie and Di . :D
really fun to go out with them !
at least they're much much more better thn th others .
Jesus Rocks sia !
i just have th feeling tht Jesus always protects me and tends to my needs
everytime . Yeahh , most likely. (:
its proven alot of times le .
for example th first time i knew Jesus ,
a month later , i got th First in class(2007) .
previously , im sort of buddhist .
ytd my mum bought for me Chicken Soup for th Soul .
we both didnt know we had accidentally taken th wrong tittle .
my mum wanted to buy for me " Chicken soup- Teens talk Christianity "
but we took " Chicken Soup - Teens getting thru tough times"
reaching home thn i saw we had th wrong one.
i told my mum .
she said nvm . (:
tht book is quite suitable for me too .
and if i want another ,
she doesnt mind buying for me .
spending money on books is much better.
Praise th Lord ! :D
i have been reading Chicken soup for quite long le .
and i LOVE their books .
teens frm all over th world share their stories on
life , love , feelings , and more .
BUY A COPY TO READ ! ITS RECOMMANDED ! :D
Jesus Rocks my World :D
alrights got to go eat dinner le .
Take care ppl ! :D
God Bless.

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INFP - The "Dreamer"
Jungian Personality Types (Free Test)
INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. They are driven by their values and seek peace. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole. INFPs are imaginitive, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal.

"creative, smart, idealist, loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, can be overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings..."

Mary , Mother of Jesus , is an INFP like me ! wow ! i feel super honored . :D

2009-12-21T08:38:00.000-08:00

on th way back :D

chio image yeahh ?boat sinking .

ever seen before a white crow ? here's one . :D

nice maa ?

broken english ? O.o

doggy cute maaaa ? he's basking in th sun .

Jesus i LOVE you ! :D

th grasshoper i bought on Penang hill .

th perfect view up frm Penang hill .

dont drip yr saliva on yr keypad!

rays protruding frm th clouds for sunset . :D

th hotel balcony view of th beach :DDDD

wow .

i want jump around in th clouds sia !!!!!

some pictures of Penang and th trip . will post more . :D

2009-12-21T06:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO ppl !~ :D

just back frm Penang a few days ago nia .
i tell you ,
PENANG IS SUPER FUN SIA !
we went to lots of places thr .
i bought th Indian Henna too !
mayb later or tmr i'll paint my hands ! hee. :D
th first few days ,
its just SHOPPING , SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING . :D
th second or isit thir day ,
we went down by our mini bus to Gurney Plaza.
ate at th open hawker centre ( its very much alike our Newton Circus hawker centre )
cuz its targeted at tourists .
th prices of th food thr is more expensive thn outside.
but to us Singaporeans ,
th food is still SUPER CHEAP .
cuz all things sold in Penang is counted as RM$ ma .
we 7 ppl ate 9 person's 份 sia.
hahaa. :D
their Wintermelon drink is awesome to th MAX ! :DDDD
th drink costs only like 40cents for singapore currency . cheap yeahh ?
after tht saw th sun set behind th clouds with th rays protruding out frm th clouds .
th image is super nice sia .
its captured in my heart . (:
th day i enjoyed most is th Fireflies watching day !
we went to Butterworth as th fireflies place is located thr .
met Roy , our boat driver .
wore our life jackets and off we go on th River .
Roy damn funny luhh.
when he said jokingly tht th ppl who sit in front will get wet ,
my family all move to th back except me and my sis.
we cont to sit in front . haha.
thn he brought us along th river and introduced th village thr.
thn we watched sunset on th boat in th sea !!! :D
HOW COOL IS THAT ? =)
aft tht we cruised slowly along th river to wait for th fireflies to come out .
i was like ,
squinting my eyes to look at th trees luhh .
FINALLY saw them .
they were SUPER CUTE!
WITH LIGHTS GLOWING AT THEIR BUTTS ,
AND THEM ON TH TREES ,
IT JUST SIMPLY AWESOME .
TH WHOLE THING JUST LOOK LIKE A CHRISTMAS TREE. :D
thn during th whole watching fireflies time i was like keeep changing seats
from left to right thn back to left
cuz th boat keep moving here and thr . >.<
thn Roy said jokingly: " 要不要再换？快点换lehh. "
thn they all laugh . LOL .
Roy keep teasing me luhh .
aft tht took photo with him thn went back . :D
my mum bought me a birthday cake from an italian shop and their service damn good sia.
they provide free writing on th cake ! :D and its done in a min !
th next morning i woke up at abt 7am and went to th beach wif my mum .
th tide was super low always in th early morning .
so we walked out .
it was practically like walking on th sand tht th waves had once been . XP
collected seashells (:
gave to Jireh DI and Joyce Jie .
th beach is amazing sia .
i saw stars too at night !
anw th next day is my last day in Penang le .
we toured arnd for th last time and went airport alr .
sorry . im abit tired le .
lazy write too much . >.<
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20 DEC is damn super fun .
went church ,
gave my VERY FIRST candy cane to a pastor .
thn sat down right at th back ..waiting and waiting for th service to strt .
thn Thaddeus Teo came in .
he came up to us thn called us go in front sit with them .
so yeahh . we went .
gave out some more candy canes to th guys .
fyi only 6 ppl got special candies.
Joyce, Jireh , Thaddeus , Calvin( cuz they made beautiful memories for me :D)
Rayson and Yong Chian .
aft tht service strt .
skip to th ending ,
i gave Jireh and Joyce their Christmas gifts .
thn went lunch with them .
my food was th last one to arrive luhh .
so Eugene went to tell th uncle for me >.<
i told him nvm le , i dun want eat alr .
but he still went .
he still stood down thr thn took th plate over to me >.<
i was like...errr..nvm . i still thanked him . :D
abit weird .
thn one by one they left .
thn Eugene pulled us to watch movie "Avatar " with th rest .
th movie was damn GREAT ! :D
to cut th long story short ,
i really enjoyed gng out with you guys !
yeahh .
paiseh really tired liao .
alrights .
GOD bless .
Bye !

PS . im looking forward to 25, 27 and 28 DEC !!!! :D

Jesus , i pray for healing for my di and i (:

2009-12-09T00:40:00.000-08:00

HELLOS ! :D

ytd was damn SUPER fun!
at first me, Joyce and Jireh met earlier at West Coast Mcdonalds to eat lunch.
thn i reached first ma.
awhile later meet up with Joyce and Jireh.
went macs ate Filet-o-fish meal upsized. :D
thn Joyce very funny. she talked alot thn Jireh very funny.
he's sort of answering to wad joyce said.
i dunno how to say but its damn funny jiu dui le.
thn joyce asked wad sports i like.
i was abt to answer thn Jireh answered for me.
XPXP .
aft tht went to climb th triangular pyramid.
sat thr for quite awhile, thn Jireh go down followed by Joyce thn me.
Jireh took my bag thn we went to th obstacle course.
jie and di very hyper sia. haha.
they went to play th i dunno call wad.
was taking th video secretly when Jireh caught me XP haha.
i'll post th video for you guys. haha. Jireh ask me post de. not my fault. XPXP
anw aft tht we went to th so called "beach without sand"
LOL.
skip to playing Frisbee tht time.
i was talking with Joyce on th grass when Justin told Ismuel(isit? sorry i dunno yr nameXPXP paiseh) !
Justin said :" Go make fren with Madeline . She's a nice girl "
LOL. funny. me and joyce thr laughing.
i think his shoulder got injury bah . O.o
anw awhile l8r th boys took a break .
Justin came over to whr i was sitting thn he asked me to play.
i said "later."
thn he said " you say one arr. "
LOL ! so no choice got to play . haha.
hmm quite nice laa th game. a tiny bit nia. (:
abt half an hour later we finished th game.
went back to rest while Jireh and frens went off to Macs to buy drinks.
i asked him to buy for me green tea and pay him back later.
aft awhile he came back.
i took out a $10 bill thn he say "you siao arr . "
thn i asked how much.
he said no need. he treat.
Thankk yoou DI DI ! :D
anw DI very poor thing sia. during th whole game his stomach was like very pain luhh .
aft tht some of th guys went to play another round of games agn.
Me , Joyce and Germaine borrowed a Frisbee and played ourselves.
damn fun. :DD haha.
thn th guy who looked alot like Jireh ( paiseh..i also dunno yr name XD sorry!)
took out his digital cam and started taking photos. LOL!
he was like aiming his camera at my direction? i dunno .
haha.
so i cont to throw th frisbee.
aft tht its time to have dinner le.
so we walked to th foodcourt at West Coast.
me , jie and di walked last.
in front th guys was like very hyper sia.
keep talking non stop while we 3 at th back very quiet. lol .
msged di (:
he said tht he's slowly dying behind ..
aww. sad.
didnt eat dinner as i had no appetite.
really regret sia.
at night at home my old problem strted acting up.
my stomach was burning ..
too much acid liao. ):
anw i did pray for healing for me and Jireh .
i prayed for strength for Joyce.
today i bought Christmas Gifts for my church frens!
alrights i have to go now.
my mum naggin le.
byes!~

2009-12-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU GUYS :D

really super duper happy today !~
Firstly i want to Thank these amazing brothers and sisters in Christ who made my birthday so memorable :DD :
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Girls :
Joyce (my JIE JIE ! :D)
Charlotte
Joyce (other joyce ;))
Germaine
Joyan
Guys :
Thaddeus ( thank yoou so much for buying me a cake :D)
Calvin ( thank yoou so much for buying me a cake :D)
Jireh ( my DI DI ! :D)
Yong Chian
Janielson
Rayson
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im really touched by wad you guys did for me today.
a few days ago Jireh told me tht he and Joyce MAY give me a surprise
and he told me not to get my hopes too high.
so i didnt think much abt it. XP
so today as usual i went to church .
coincidently, today thr's communion
but i nvr tried it before so i was like damn scared luhh.
i told Jireh wad if th whole church kneels down thn wad should i do..
thn he said " Den kneel down you dunnid what hahahaha you damn funny XD ! "
LOL.
thn after tht he asked abt whether i have seashells at home.
at first i didnt know why he asked tht .
aft tht Worship strted ..
waa thn they still got sing Silent Night sia. one of my fav Christmas songs ! XDXD
aft tht communion time.
wow .. ITS MY FIRST TIME nehhs !~
th "Blood of Jesus " damn nice to drink sia. very...how to say...yeahh sweet. :D
thn aft tht offering time.
ITS ALSO MY FIRST TIME OFFERING ! :DD
as for th preaching, th Gambler King , Jimmy Tang , came .
his talk was damn funny and interesting sia. for th FIRST time, i listened to th whole preaching. XP
aft tht we went for lunch tgt with Me, Joyce (jie), Germaine and another Joyce.
we sat at our usual seats and waited.
cuz Joyce said wanna wait for th guys to come thn can eat tgt ma.
so wait wait wait.
aft awhile Yong Chian came first.
thn followed by Calvin, Thaddeus, Janielson and Rayson.
thn Thaddeus very funny.
he was sort of hiding behind Calvin holding smth which i cant see.
thn suddenly Joyce said "1,2,3!"
thn th whole grp started singing Happy Birthday to me. :DDDDDDDDD
i was like totally SHOCK tio luhhs. :P
thn Thaddeus put down th cake he was holding behind Calvin when they walked to our table.
they sang 2 versions in eng and chinese.
i was really touched then.
cuz NOT ONE fren ever celebrated my birthday in my life before.
so tht's my FIRST time receiving a cake frm someone. :D
thn Joyce told me tht th cake was specially bought by Thaddeus and Calvin .
so i thanked them . :D
thn aft tht we shifted to another bigger table so tht can squeeze more ppl.
ordered food and mine was th last to reach. haha.
before mine came , YC was like "madeline, did you order food ? "
he asked me twice before th food FINALLY arrives. hhaaa.
thn Jireh msged me whether did i get his birthday present or not.
i said havent,but Joyce will pass it to me l8r.
aft tht went back to church for Youth Service.
we watched a movie in total darkness.
damn cool sia. :DD
thn Jireh damn funnny..he msged me say th movie damn boring he want sleep le.
indeed its abit boring at first. but aft tht its quite funnny with all th background sounds Willy made.
LOL.
aft th movie ended Joyce passed me Jireh's birthday present for me.
its really nice :D
he knews i love seashells. haha.
so he went to collect those for me.
and germaine passed me a birthday card made by many too. ;D
By : Thaddeus , Calvin , Joyce, Germaine , Charlotte , Jonathan , Rayson and thr's one more guy nvr write his name nehhs. only write Handsome thr. haha. XD
i was walking to th lifts when i saw Jireh and his gang.
inside th lifts they were chatting..thn when i was gng out of th lift at th 3rd floor,
Jireh said Bye to me . i turned, said Thank you and Bye back. :D
his frens also bid me farewell and in return i did tht too.
anw this post really is long sia. haha .
but my MESSAGE in this post is :
Thank You guys for today !
you guys made my birthday super memorable.
you guys fulfilled my wish !~
im really touched and very happy. :DD
especially Thaddeus , Calvin , Joyce and Jireh , A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU. :D
you guys are simply AWESOME :DDD
hmm this Penang trip i'll try to buy back gifts for you guys okayy ? :P
anw now im excited and looking forward to Tuesday.
Might be gng out with Joyce and Jireh to East Coast beach :D
i hope it comes true. :D
alrights here are some pictures i took for th cake , card and th seashells.
Take care! God bless. :D

th card tht many ppl did for me :D

MY CAKE!! :DD cant bear to eat it.. aww..Thanks guys!~

SEASHELLS! :D THANK YOU Jireh!~

want eat? ^^ Cheese with i think Blueberry on top. Thanks Thaddeus and Calvin!

2009-12-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

GUYS !! :D

so happy today and ytd :D
didnt expect a simple HI can let it blossom into a wonderful friendship.
i was surfing around th internet when smth told me to go into Facebook to have a look.
to my surprise i saw tht Jireh ( Joyce's bro ) was online.
i thought tht a simple hi might do and i didnt expect he'll reply to.
but i thought its no harm to brighten up someone's day by a simple gesture. :D
but after awhile he replied .
from thr we strted chatting. :D
his imac very funny luhh.
keep sending th previous msg "i using my new imac" LOL.
Thank God tht ive found new frens at one go.
including Rayson,Justin,Tian Long they all. too many to list.
im really happy. :D
GOD is so great to give me so many new frens whom i can trust.
Jireh gave me alot of encouragement when i need it. :D
really thank you so much ^^
and Jireh , you not noob laa.
i believe you did yr very best yeahh?
nobody is stupid or noob in this world. :)
2 more weeks and i can change my plan to unlimited le.
been waiting so long.
yippeee next friday can fly on th plane liao .
so happy.
but sad at th same time.
cuz i'll be leaving my church frens.
really sorry.
hope you guys have fun okayys?
alrights .
gtg le.
take care.
good nights.
God Bless.

2009-11-29T05:45:00.000-08:00

HI ppl !~

today church was so damn fun! :D
went for normal service frm 9:30am to 11:30am,
thn walk tgt with Joyce and my sis to th Beauty world eat.
aft tht Yong Chian , Germaine , Sharon , Rayson , Tian Long , and who arr? paiseh i forgot le. :X
sorry sorry. too many ppl liao.
haha.
anw its funny luhh. 8 ppl squeeze at one small table.
i cant even cut my Fish and Chips using my knife. hahs. can imagine how squeezy we are? :P
aft tht went back to EL for Youth Service.
was at th lift with just 2 girls( me and my sis ) and th rest are boys.
when i got off at th 4th floor, one or two of th guys ask whr i gng.
but i cant regcoise whose voice was tht so i was like turn back and just look at everyone and told them im gng buy drink.
abit th weird. haha.
anw skip to reach th Auditorium whr th Youth service is being held.
Clement sang solo most of th time.
really daring wor. :D
anw just chat with him on FaceBook nia.
back to aft worshipping, we seperated into Cell Grps.
me and my sis joined Yong Chian & Rayson 's grp.
strted with introducing first thn share abt our thoughts and feelings.
Justin they all very funny laa.
share abt th Paranomal Activity show.
make me just now alone at home thn think of those thoughts. .
cuz a few days ago just watched The Grudge 3 .
th show is okayy.but th ghosts are scary.. X.X
To Rayson and guys :
Sorry Rayson! X.x i didnt dare introduce earlier on was because i just need time to warm up with new ppl . :D
now im okayy le. abit dare to talk liao. :)
anw yupp i love Blogging :D
ps uhh ( to th anti-blogger :D haha. )
anw Yong Chian , thr's a Mcdonald's sticker on yr left shoe's sole. XP
you peel it out le mah ?
sighs..too bad i cant join you guys on th Youth camp(16 Dec-19 Dec) ..
im gng overseas to Penang (11 Dec-18Dec)
i'll be missing you guys. :)
next week is my last week seeing you guys before i fly off le.
abit sian luhh.
no presents for my birthday..
frankly , i nvr celebrate my birthday with frens before..
dunno when this will come true ??
mayb it wont even come true.. -.-
LOL.
anw been viewing th photos frm th JAEL's Facebook acc.
abit funny luhh. haha.
kkay laa. gtg liao.
abit tired le.
my stomache still havent fully gone yet. .
been hurting for....days? lost count liao.
alrights gtg.
see ya guys next week!
Bye.

2009-11-28T04:33:00.000-08:00

taken from th tentage :D

nice ma? this was taken on th breakwater.

Me with my Eiffel Tower Model. ;)

YO guys!~

just back frm East Coast Beach nia.

ytd went over thr to stay.

damn shiok sia.

th waves,th sand,th breeze and th airplanes sound.. :D

anw i collected alot of seashells.

Just for Joyce. :D

i want to string up some of them to make a necklace for her.

heee.

th others dun jealous wor. ;)

ytd went up th breakwater tht time scraped till my knee sia.

是痛的咯..but i guess its okayy.

th view frm th breakwater is awesome.

so geting cut is worth bah. :D

anw i also bought a Woodcraft Paris Eiffel Tower.

above are some pictures of th beach and my tower :D

kkayy gtg liao .

byes!~

Sickkkkkkkk!!!

2009-11-24T07:31:00.000-08:00

God Bless Everyone!
just back frm Escape Theme Park nia.
quite fun siaaa.
saw tht guy(tht time Halloween kah jiao me and my sis de)
this time round he guards th kiddie plane ride. X.x
today thn i found out he's a Christian worr .
anw his spiky hair damn nice today luhh.
alot of rides gone liao siaaaa.
abit th sian .
but i still went to splash ppl using th machine outside th Bumper Boat .
got one time one girl one boy gang up splash me sia.
Wet all over . but overall its FUN!~
anw ive got to Thank God.
He gave me a prayer when i need it th most th day before ytd.
tht prayer was THE answer to my problems!~\
just wad i needed th most just when everything falls.
Forgiveness.
now it becomes th morning prayer for both Joyce and I.
sighs.
frm ytd afternoon till now my tummy still hurts siaaaa...........
made me lose appetite every meal time...
hmmmm..dunno wads wrong laa . but nvm .
k laa. my this post took me 1hr to type -.-
playing Facebook at th same time. haha.
just hope tht tmr i'll feel better ?
Nobody CARES anw…

2009-11-22T04:50:00.000-08:00

Today went Bukit Timah's church was th best thing i've ever chose..:D
really happy tht im still regconised as part of th church's family.
im really touched when Yong Chian came to pray for me.
when th pastor say you can pray for anyone in th church,
germaine came to pray for us.
but before she strt , Yong Chian came .
at first i thought he wanted to pray for us 4.
but when he asked germaine to pray for michelle and he pray for me
i totally shock tio.
i was very happy and touched tht im not yet forgotten .
but im th middle of th prayer i was distracted cuz my sis first pray finish
thn i was sort of abit scared tht my sis will look at me so i was therefore distracted.
i dunno why im scared tht my sis will look...
it caused me to not hear a part of wad Yong Chian prayed for me.
after tht i said thank you and apologised for getting distracted .
luckily im forgiven if not i'll live in guilt forever sia. :/
Joyce said tht no matter wad , they'll still love me th same . :DDDDDDD
im truly blessed tht ive finally found a place whr im accepted. ;)
really thankful to my new found frens ;)
I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO !~ :D
before i attend church today ,
i was like "aiya dun go liao laa.very tired..every morning need wake up so early.."
but after wad happened today,
my enthusiam is back ^^
im lovin my church once more!~
i hope Jesus will still look after me and walk with me out of my problems. :D
I LOVE YOU JESUS!!~~
kkayy gtg .
Last but not least

THANK YOU JOYCE !~ :DDD
THANK YOU YONG CHIAN !~ :DDD

Hello peepos!! Me posting thru iPhone

2009-11-21T09:20:00.000-08:00

2009-11-18T05:20:00.000-08:00

HI !~

hmm just surfin arnd th internet.
playing Restaurant City and stuffs.
=)
hmm super excited abt my trip to Penang frm 11 Decmber - 18 December 2009.
gonna shop till siao alr.
hahaha.
so happy!
hmm got to let my sister use th com le.
byes!~~

2009-11-15T03:32:00.000-08:00

This is MY SHIT!~ cute yeahh? ~~

yummy!!~~ Cheese Baked with Fish Fillet

i drew this shit myself :D nice?~

i drew this CareBear myself too !~~ ^^

Omigosh!~ Royal Chocolate Cake!!~ miss th taste!~hee.
ate this at Johor's Coffee Bean.

HELLO guys !~

just came to post fer fun !~ :D

hee. .anw its THE HOLIDAYS!!!!~~~~~
been waiting fer this day damn long liao .

my "Frens for sale" ...

so many peepo buy my frens frm me.

and tht GIRL buy my mummy frm me sia.

nvm i'll keep buying till she broke.

>:)

LOL.

anw i no mood post liao.

kinda abit tired.

cuz ytd shop in Johor Bahru till 11plus thn reached home.

bought A PILE OF SHIT back :DDDDD

super happy!~
my SHIT super cute. !~

2009-11-11T19:35:00.000-08:00

YAY tmr last day of sch luhh!!!~~~

hmmm ytd till now my tummy kinda hurts lor.
but no choice still got to go to sch.
luckily today only study for 2hrs .
if not i dunno how i survive sia.
later gng buy Teenage and see which person gets th watch -.- .
LOL.
anw me gng eat soon le.
but abit no appetite eat sia.
mayb i eat abit bah .
if not gastric thn jia lat .
and today morning got some P**CB ppl standing at th bus stop blocking ppl's way when they distribute flyers sia.
tht one still nvm but th thing tht makes ppl blood boil is tht they even ask commuters tht had alighted th bus to SIAM sia.
cuz they were recording videos of themselves distributing th flyers. -.-
who th fuck are they to ask ppl to siam when they're blocking th whole fucking way ?!
idiots sia.
distribute flyers cannot just stand on fucking side meh..
must walk all around to stop ppl and give de meh..
freaking stupid ppl .
they even stop students to talk to them ..
got 2 boys kena blocked by those ppl just to give th freaking paper..
really bloody idiots ..
i dun wish to talk abt them le laa.
damn angry..
anw i wont be taking my results on 18 December.
mayb 19 or 20 December thn i go take.
cuz on th 18th i just back frm Penang nia.
night time thn i touch down on Singapore.
damn excited .
i love to sit on th planes sia.
oh ya O lvls finish le right?
sian alr.
du want type liao.
no mood to type..
bye.

2009-11-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

tombs lying all arnd..silently..waiting for night to arrive whr th walking dead rises...

The skeleton of a dead man .. .. BEWARE . .

The bloody construction worker smiled at my camera!

Haunted House Part 2

Zhen Zi coming to catch you tonight. she'll stand by yr bedside. . . >:)

2009-11-04T07:27:00.000-08:00

Fever since ytd sia.
39.2 degree celcius.
didnt want to go doctor either.
myself i go buy other essential things? :P
is not tht I nvr take care of myself .
is just tht I really dun need see doctor for this small illness.
Sorry Joyce! :x
anw now my temperature drop to 37.8 degrees le.
ytd just sick thn now recover le.
good metabolism? O.o
but now still will feel faint when walking and even sitting down .
just now watch 吓到笑 from TV tht time my vision blurred a few times.
and fever really makes me feel really tired.
ytd afternoon slept le but evening still very tired.
slept thru th night for 9hrs.
kkay gtg sleep le.
tired le.
bye!

2009-11-04T06:07:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! ~ :D

today damn sian sia.
got MISS RAI th lesson. ><
rx , clar and sheena wanted to go home but kena caught.
MISS RAI still say they attempt to go home but fail.
MISS RAI also damn wad one luhh.
so many ppl wear slippers she dun want catch.
purposely go one round shoot me.
say wad "nice slippers but next time can you wear shoes? if not its unfair to th rest"
FREAk laa !
her eyes pah sai isit...
only know how to act blur...act cute..
*roll eyes*
and also she always move me to th other end of th class. ..
WHEN DID WE FREAKING TALK AMONG OURSELVES ?!?!
stupid move sia. . .
she still say Jeslynn is in La La Land when she didnt answer her ques.
MISS RAI loves to criticise ppl one lehh.
she seems to ignore ppl's feelings.
still say is for our own good....
she like tht move us here and thr make us even more hate her
thn how to study like tht?
luckily tmr go D N T room.
lets she how she is gng to FREAKING move ppl. >:)
dun want talk abt her liao.
tired and sick of her.
kayy i go watch liang po po alr.
bye.

2009-11-01T03:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO~

damn happy these few days.
friday went tuhh DOWNTOWN EAST CHALET :)
checked in and stuff thn went Wild Wild Wet tuhh play with my adorable baby cousin. :D
wanted tuhh take photos but aiya scared handphone will lost if i just put on th table ma.
so didnt take photos. :x
hee.
played everything including Waterworks(first time sia)
arnd 6plus went back chalet bathed, watched tv and played poker.
th next day we prepared for ESCAPE later in th afternoons.
morning my sis need go back sch for dunno wad thing so i stayed in chalet till afternoon
when we went to Mcdonalds for lunch.
thn we up-sized everything and received 36 monopoly cards.
hmmm collected at least 80% of th board but still 差 a few properties lehh.
hmmm i only rmbed i need Scotts Road, Toa Payoh, and.....forget liao. :x
thn drag time till 5plus my sis frens arrived le.
went tuhh ESCAPE's entrance wait for Kai Jie.
anw i wore my own DIY Devil's headband i did last minute at th chalet.
includin a soft toy spider on my hand or rather wrist or arm ?
went in and..
OMG sooo manyy ppl inside liao luhh. win liao.
so we just queued for th Viking.
th bee line went till th Alpha 8 thr sia.
we talk and talk to kill th time.
thn th person in charge of viking came and asked for 6 ppl .
we grabbed th opportunity and went ahead.
we laughed all th way in front.
saved tons of time sia. :D
aft tht we went tuhh th Family Coaster .
thn Kai Jie keep persuading me and my sis to go Haunted house with them .
of cuz dun wan laa. haha.
thn got one guy in charge of one of th rides in Escape thn saw me with th Devil headband
thn he smiled and said "very nice devil horns (: "
damn handsome sia. ;)
thn drag time ...drag drag drag thn its alr 6plus liao.
went outside for dinner.
dined at Old Kopitiam .
ate Fried Rice with Milo Dinosaur thn went Ehub awhile cuz raining heavily
diff to walk back to Escape.
wanted to take key go back chalet play poker de thn in th end th rain stopped.
so went toilet awhile with my cousin luhh.
me and my mei was waiting outside th toilet when one of th PAP person came to me
and asked for directions to D'Marquee.
thn i told him th directions but he still doesnt understand.
th conver was smth like tht.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PAP guy : 请问D'Marquee怎样去？
Madeline:(tell directions)
PAP guy:(repeat directions)
Madeline :要不然，你要不要等我cousin thn我们一起上去?
Michelle :你赶时间吗?
PAP guy: ermmm..
Michelle:or we bring him go up first thn msg Nicholas to meet us upstairs?
Madeline: but Nicholas no handphone lehh.aiya you bring him up thn i bring Nichols go up find you okayy?
Michelle:okayy. (turned and walk)
PAP guy:谢谢你啊. :D (turned and walked with my mei.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha. i was so jealous luhh. but no choice maa. my cousin still inside.
skip to in ESCAPE .
th Parade of th Walking Dead is strting le
so we took photos of them.
I LOVE TH CONSTRUCTION WORKER BEST.
his face was like distorted and he was carrying a head full of blood at th neckline.
cool . :D
i asked to take photos with some of them .
an idea came and i went back to chalet with my mei .
we went to draw blood lines down our face and eyes. super cool .
thn went back escape watched the fire spitting show thn took photo with
mummified mummies. damn cute sia thn mummy.
he still try to like put his hand on my neck when we took photo.
hahha. :D
miss ytd sia.
haha.
thn aft tht we went back chalet with them
bathed .
thn Kai Jie suggested go out walk around while th night is still early.
so we sat on a stone table with benches
thn he strted saying Ghost stories.
th girls was damn scared sia. ( IM NOT OF COURSE :D)
damn funny sia.
Kai Jie say ghost story until halfway thn th bunch of ppl opp us put rock music.
kill th atmosphere sia. haha.
thn we stayed up till 4pm thn i was really tired le.
so slept.
we earlier said th whole night dun slp thn 5am go beach de.
but changed plan cuz th girls say they tired :x
thats all . :D
hmmm but we plan tmr go watch movie and shopping luhh.
haha.
kkkayyyy laa this post super long sia.
fingers tired liao.
hope next year can go agn :D
miss those times.
haha. kayy
AMIGOES~

2009-10-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO PeePOos !

me in Downtown East Chalet now.
enjoying th nice aircon and just back frm Wild Wild Wet nia. :D
went tuhh almost every ride luhh. (;
happi!
and tmr gng Halloween Party at ESCAPE THEME PARK!
very th excited. haha.
tmr's gonna be fun!
kkay laa.
gtg pei my baby cousin play Bubbles liao . reminise(how spell har?) our childhood times :D
haha.
kkay Amigoes! (:

2009-10-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEEEEEEPOOOOOOSSSS!!!~

sorry too hyper. ;D haha..
omg so many peepo view my blog arr? ^^
altho i dunno who viewed but still am happy . haha .
hmmm talk abit bout last saturday bah.
tht day i went BUGIS STREET with my sister,cousin,and my uncle.
first we went Sakae Sushi eat dinner. ^^
th sushis damn freakin nice luhh. so happy. wanted to call th kids meal.
got one dunno wad bus one so cute. wanted to call for fun mah.
aiya thn think ..better dun laa.
haha. thn we went bugis shope here shop thr.
shop till when we check time its alr 10 plus liao. :/
LOL .
bought lots of things.
bag , 3 necklaces , one cap , one top , one purse .
total spent abt $100 plus(includin dinner) ?
went for supper at Mos Burger .
reached home at 12 plus. O.O
first time i shopped till so late.
hmmm kkayyy laa . enough . ;D
today Zairi asked us if we still want Miss Tan to come back.
common sense.
OF COURSE . . . . . . NOT laa.
MR KRISHNAN , I SUPPORT YOU ^^
i want Mr Krishnan next year !~
haha. kkay laa. go to play my Restaurant City on Facebook liao.
bbuaiiissssssss!~ :D

To Joyce: How long are you gng to ignore me...? );

2009-10-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

IM SUPER HAPPY TODAY!!! :D

ya know wad?
Mr Krishnan from today till 13 november is taking over our class !
Mr krishnan is 100 times better thn Ms tan luhh.
at least Mr Krishnan knows how to engage th class..
and i think Mr Krishnan's teaching is far better thn anyone.
he can make everyone listen to him while he talks.
and i also love to listen to his stories cuz like as he said,
teaching sometimes also need jokes to perk everyone up.
thats wad i like abt Mr Krishnan. :D
and i hope Mr Krishnan will teach us English next year.
its better if he's our form teacher. ;)
looks like ive got to pray HARD enough..
7 days down to DOWNTOWN EAST CHALET!!
yipee!!~
oh ya tmr gng but new bag liao.
been wanting a new bag since...last year? O.o
haha. hmm saw tht my blog got 22 viewers wor.
even tho i dunno who you are , but thank you for viewing. :D
hmm i did wrote to Teenage and i hope to win th Germaholic Watch priced at $79. ^^
kkay laa. got to go liao.
bbuaiis!~

2009-10-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

hello peepos!
me at wild wild wet now.
haha. jealous anot? LOL.
(: just came up from Tsunami luhh.
using th computer here. free somemore. LOL.
luckily today th weather not so hot. if not sun burn thn die liao.
hmmm. (:
just now at Tsunami tht time got one teenage guy keep looking at me?
cant be wrong de laa. cuz he still smiled. LOL.
quite handsome de luhh.
anw later i'll be gng thr to play agn wif me cousin.
and im counting down to 30 october 2009.
HALLOWEEN PARTY at ESCAPE.!
omg ! ;)
very excited wor. kay la... got to pei my cousin liao.
amigos!
(:
God bless.

2009-10-15T02:51:00.000-07:00

im very sian now..
sighs kinda guilty abt me and Joyce's argument..
mayb im at fault?
but..
she should have told me tht she'll be not replying me till she free..
she just ignore me like tht..
for days..
thts why th argument strted..
our friendship was on th rocks...
should we just braved this and continue our friendship?
i dunnoo...
she still haven't reply me yet..
i just feel hurt and thought abt all of my previous frenships..
mayb i really not suitable to make frens..
those frenships lasts not long..
ive been hurt time and time agn..
ppl saying tht they dun deserve my frenship and asking me to find a fren far better thn them..
sighs..
i think i wont let all these bring me down agn..
ill just braved on with life..
let fate decide whether me and Joyce frenship can continue..
but i just hope i wont get hurt all over agn..
its terrible. nvm forget it.

2009-10-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

HI . :D

oh yeahh! finally th N lvls are over! (:
hmm but still dunno will pass anot lehh. hope will go up to sec 5.
cuz my dream is to get into Poly. heehee.
today nth much happen too.
just wastingg my time away playing DS.
lol
kk laa got to go Facebook see my Restaurant City liao.
bye!
:D

2009-10-06T22:31:00.000-07:00

:/

early morning nia thn m stomach damn pain sia...
really really very very pain... made me double up somemore... :/
it isnt normal pain or gastric..dunno why will like tht also..
wanted to walk to kitchen drink some water also no strength to walk..
so just lie on th bed..sighs.
now okayy le.. Thank God.
2nd time le...
tht night also like tht. . pain during th middl of th night..
cant be everytime eat wrong thing de mah..
aiya dun care liao..
hmm got to revise my Geography le..
and i love Body Language by Jesse Mcartney fet T-pain sia. !!~~
nice sia th music..
kkayy gtg .
bye!~

2009-10-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

YAY!

tmr no school luhh!!~
happy!!~
but i damn hate Thursday's schedule luhh.
need go sch 2 times?
or shud i just stay in sch?
hmmm... *2 Million years passED*
okok.i think i shud stay bah. .
haha.
umm today th maths i think quite easy bah.
but alot of ppl say difficult?
i dunno?
LOL.
yay 30 OCT - 1 nov im gng over to Pasir Ris chalet !~ (:
and on 31st gng to th ESCAPE Halloween party (:
so excited.
counting down day by day!!~
kayy laa.
sian alr. dun feel like posting le.
good nights.
bye!~

2009-09-27T18:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO ~

hmmm ytd was fun yeahh.. nice cake nice condo. wow :D
but th sad thing is, i didnt go church and nobody even asked whr am i and why nvr go...
freaking irritating isnt it?
i realised im not welcome thr afterall..nobody cares.
next week i dun feel like gng alr.
sian alr. =.="
go my ah gong house watch Korean Ghost Stories is better than nth...
and i dun even know wad happen to Joyce ..
aiya dun care alr. i dun give a damn.
dun msg dun msg lor.
can save my money somemore... =.=
duhh.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HELLO sunny~
HELLO michelle~

yay ESCAPE HALLOWEEN IS APPROACHING~
mei, we "da ban" as zhen zi want?
LOL
with th blood flowing down on our mouths.
th guys can be FRANKINSTEIN?
hahaha.
or they want Dracula?
guys very diff sia.
not much ghost on guys too.
hmmm.
nvm wait till after exams thn decide.
kkay . i go read JOSHUA's blog liao.
bye~~

2009-09-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO !!~~

:D
ummm. . me in com lab now...
just surfing arnd seeing stuffs. .
smilez!!~~
hmmm thinking whether to go church on sunday. .
shud i ?
or shud i not?
yes?
or no?
sighs. .
okayyys. dunnno wad to do liao..
kinda sian these days.
joyce didnt reply me either. .
my life sux isnt it?
ok stop liao.
sian alr.
bye. .

2009-09-22T18:16:00.000-07:00

HEllooo !!~~

very sian laa. .
didnt know today got come com labb. .
shud haf rmb bring my M2 card todayyy.. sickening tchr laa. .
this stupid com also no stupid Bluetooth to send. . .
LOL.
dunnno wad tuhh write le.
anw MEI,
cheer upp alrights?
i want hear yr XIN WEN BAO GAO LEHH.
today come back tell me arr. :D
dun care bout tht BASTARD laa.
sunny better.
LOL.
kkay stop it liao.
bye!~~

2009-09-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

GOD BLESS ALL TH EARTHLINGS :D

hmm..these few days sometimes studying sometimes play luhh.
nth much also.haha.
just surfing arnd seeing stuff.
hmmm for those whose stomach can take it you can go to
www.bestgore.com
i want vomit liao.disgusting.ewww.
downloading stuffs too.
these few days no mood listen songs lehh.
dunno wad to listen.
yeahh.today im th only girl who wore PE tshirt.
aft tht Mr Lim ask Jeslynn they all change into their PE cuz they no reason..?
umm ya.so we played Badminton.
Thank God!
its fun! :D rui xia, you damn pro sia.
hahhaa.
next time aft N lvl we go play tgt again alrights? haha ;)
kayys thts all i think?
oh ya.
i got record th " zhou gong jiang gui (93.3FM th deejay name: zhou cong qing one)
he got say ghost stories yeahh.
anyone wants thn come find me bah.i send you guys.
but abit scary wor. muahahaha.
okayy enough of my nonsense.
take care! bye!~

Thank You Jesus for everything! ! ! i love you! :D

2009-09-04T00:36:00.000-07:00

HELLO

hello peepos!
hmmm long time no post le.
next week starting N lvls le. kinda scared? =3
ummm ytd morning at sch stomach suddenly damn pain sia.
thn didnt really conentrate on tchr's teachin luhh..
how to concentrate like tht?
but when rch home kinda not as hurting as just now le
so lucky luhh...very sian laa. dunno wad shud i say?
dunnno wad to do now also.
kayyy i go see other website le.
byes!~

I LOVE JESUS AS ALWAYS!~ :D

2009-08-25T22:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPOS!

hmmm sunday seems so far sia! LOL
i want go church now. hehe.
ummm kinda sian now luhh.
ytd kinda feel empty? cuz i just somehow feel tht Elisa,Joyce and me were drifting apart?
its just my guessing.
but i dun wanna let this happen again.
it hurts when someone close to you leave you yeahh?
okayyy i got to go le.
i dunno wad to say liao.
yay! buying Chicken Teriyaki l8r!
YIPEE!!!!!! =)
kayy enough of my nonsense. bye!

I LOVE YOU MY DARLING JESUS!

2009-08-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO GUYS :D

hmmm long time no post le.
sighs.
cuz been mugging for N lvls lo.
hmmmmm...
dunnno wad to say lehh..
k end here bah.
bye!

2009-08-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

sick liao. >.<
sighs.
hmmm but nvm laa. just tht Joyce,Yong Chian they all dun get sick can alr.
cuz ytd they ate with me.
kina fun ytd.
i put th singapore flag tattoo on my face thn got one pastor he salute to me.
funny laa.
haha.
hmmm last saturday went to watch th NDP Preview.
very nice laa. took videos and photos of it.
ermm kinda dunno wad to say.
headache plus cough...
anw on Friday night at th Singapore Indoor Stadium smth happen ..
now solved le. Yong Chian explained to me le.
so i let tht woman go.
i choose to forget.
yeahh.
okayy. gtg le. see ya guys on sunday!

2009-07-29T05:47:00.000-07:00

OMG.

George Sampson is so damn SUPER CUTE!!!!

wwaa..can make anyone's heart melt...

awww....i've got nth to say but HE"S CUTE!!!

hmm okayy. enough of my nonsense.

byes~ :D

2009-07-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D

hehe.hmmm ps long time no post le. >.<
hmmm cuz these few days busy arr.
not much happen though.
been strting to read New Moon series.
actually i bought all 4 of the books.
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking dawn.
total $73. cool uhh! :D
in New Moon, im completely in love with Jacob sia.
He's just so totally cool.
just my dream guy.
so protective, so cute, so...aiya. go read to find out more. :DDD
^^. kayyys tht's all. oh ya one last thing~

I LOVE YOUU JESUS! :DDD

2009-07-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

im so hurt tht today i cant get to see th eclipse.
so prayed ytd.
today rain-ed .
so i think others cant see it too.
i thought MAYB Jesus is helping me this way bah.
at least i wont be so sad?
mayb bah.
today also not feeling well.
kay gtg. oh ya one last thing before i go watch my show.

I LOVE YOU JESUS! SUNDAY'S COMING AND IM GIVING MY FLOWERS!AND THANK YOU,JESUS,FOR ALL THE NATURE YOU'VE LET ME SEE. I SIMPLY LOVE TH BEACHES,WAVES AND WIND! :D

2009-07-19T18:51:00.001-07:00

O.o

I SAID GOODNIGHT TO JESUS YESTERDAY! :D
cuz its my first time doing tht so ya.
was really shocked but happy.
I LOVE YOUUU!!!

~~GOD EXISTED UHH! :D ~~

happyhappyhappy!~

2009-07-18T00:07:00.000-07:00

I asked God for water, He gave me an ocean.
I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden.
I asked God for a friend, He gave me all of YOU...
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

You can't tap your back for a job well done.
You can't hug yourself for comfort.
You can't cry on your shoulders when tears fall.
That's why you have GOD in your life,
to let Him do whatever you can't.

Joy isn't a feeling that comes and goes. We choose to live in joy by trusting in God. And that joy makes us strong.
Jesus was not a victim at the cross. He was a volunteer. He went and willingly died for you. He didn't have to. He wanted to.
Even if you were the only person on earth, Jesus would have still gone to the cross for you. That's how much he loves you.
The creation is God's gift to humankind. Such a precious gift is surely worthy of our protection and care.
Sometimes God puts difficult people in our lives to change us. Sometimes he puts us in their lives
to change them.

When you need him the most he is there .
When you are not in dire need of his help he is there.
When you are in pain he is is watching.
When you are weeping he is listening.
You don't appreciate him but he is there.
You push away his love but he is fighting for you.
All he is doing is testing your faith.
Will you win or lose?

You are in one of two groups:
Either you are a Christian,
or God is now calling you to be one.(im in here! :D)

2009-07-15T02:10:00.001-07:00

HI

IM SUPER BORED.
THESE FEW DAYS VERY LIFELESS SIA.
how i wish i can be happy always.
but really,
life sux for me.
anw, i've told myself to do lots and lots of cats
so tht i can give it all out to those in my new church.
i hope they like it bah.
if not will be very disappointing luhh..
ps.
i really no mood now.
dun wish to type le.
very tired..
sorry.
bye.

2009-07-09T05:14:00.000-07:00

i keep looking in all places,
whr you are supposed to be,
but i nvr seem to find you,
and you're all i long to see.
i just cant seem to understand,
what change your mind.
all this time i thought i knew you.
when really,
i was blind.
but know tht i do not hate you.
and know tht i nvr will.
becuz i cared abt you thn,
and i care abt you still.
even though you hurt me,
icant seem to let you go.
but i'll go on without you.
and i want to make sure you know.
it'll take some time to mend th damage tht you've done.
but broken hearts do heal.
for now,
th tears might be falling,
and my thoughts circling to you.
but soon things will get better.
if you have hope,
thn they always do.

2009-07-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPOS! :D

tell yoou guys ar.
TODAY IS SUPER FUN LOR!~
bus-ed down frm my aunt's house to Bukit Timah th church
today is their Youth Day Celebration uh.
so just joined them(60 earthlings) go West Coast.
on th bus Charles(psps if spelt wrongly oh) damn funny uh.
walk here walk thr when th bus is moving.
he offered me and my mei gummies too.
thn rched thr tht time,
we played Dodgeball,frisbee and tht Angels and Devils game. :D
awhile later me and my mei went to climb th triangle thingy dunno call wad uh.
thn lie down thr till th Pastor come find us.hehe.
when we were all in th shelter th President of th grp ask us new comers
to stand up to introduce but we too shy uh.'
so nr stand up.instead he just introduce for us.
hehe. ps uh.
when its abt time to go back,
Charles took mineral water for me
thn said its doorgift for joining them.cute laa. :D
lols. thn th grp dispersed.
so went Mcdonalds eat dinner.
surprsingly Charles,Joyce and th others also thr.
when they were abt to go Joyce waved and th Basketball guy also waved to us.
skip to at bus stop sheltering frm th heavy rain
was abt to run across th heavy rain thn when i ran, my slipper came out
and thr it was floating on th puddle of water...
thn i ran back shouting "my shoe my shoe!! "
thn we were laughing thn th bus stop tht 2 guys also laughing. LOL
luckily no car came sehh.
thn succeeded running across.BUT was wet all over.
when we rch, this bus stop also got another 2 guys want run over.
thn guess wad happen?
YA! one of th guy also dropped his slipper when he steps into th puddle.
LOL! funny uh.thn its our turn to laugh.
just bathe come out feeling so refreshed! :DDDD
next week gng to meet them again!
this church is sooooooo much better thn FCBC uhh!
really happy to meet you guys uh!
thank you :D
bye~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
4th july 2009

this post for ytd de. :D
went th bus 27 thr play Bball at abt 12 plus gng 1-2pm?
thn awhile later got one Nan Chaiu Basketballer came with his fren i think.
thn played same court with them .
tht basketballer damn super cute uh ! :D
think is school team de. cuz tht shirt got no. de.
after tht my ball bounced over thn when he help me take he smiled sia.LOL
once my ball also accidentally hit his leg uh.
nvr did he get angry, he smiled agn. LOL
after tht we help each other catch th ball as our ball keep bounce other places.LOL
very fun uh! :DDD
thts all laa. hand tired le. this post super long uh!
bye!

2009-07-03T02:12:00.000-07:00

HI :DD

just back frm DnT .
these term really very tired nehh...
everyday need stay back for th DnT thing.. -.-
and thn go hom still need do hmwk.
gng die soon le nia. ><
aiya. very sian lehh...
really excited about meeting Alvin uhh!
I WANT PLAY BADMINTON!~
i rmb-ed last year i played with MISS PEY.
cuz i bo partner ma so she played with me luhh.
she kena smack till like siao uh.
she say play with me ar,she very tired.
LOL!
she lose to me sia. hehe. really miss playing badminton with her. ^^
kkays gtg le nia.
byes~ :D

2009-06-29T06:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO GUYS!

had tons of fun these few days uh! :D
hehe. sunday went to a new church at arnd bukit timah thr.
was suppose to attend other service thr.
but awhile later went to another room to attend th teenagers de.
they very friendly uhh.
th emcee announced when he saw me and my mei went in. cuz we were abit late so they saw us.
and knew we were new comers.
th room was quite small bah.mayb abt 3 room add tgth?
th teenage guys were th loudest uh.
they clapped and welcome me and my mei warmly.
i was so happy thn.:DDD
next week we're gng to West Coast to do some activities bah.
i think is smth like they change th HARPER'S ISLAND to J-something ISLAND de.
it's gng to be fun uh! =)
hehe. kkays blog till here.
very busy now. no time write more. hehe.
just wanna continue be frens with Alvin&Luke bah. :D
byes~

2009-06-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

HIHI EVERYONE!!

kinda sian uhh. ><
feelin naked w/o th fone uhh.
dun want tell others why nehh. =P
luckily i got my old fone to listen music =)
ytd something happen uh
thn cried till eyes puffy alr.
today woke up at around 10am
dun feel like getting up from my bed
but still got up. ><
muscle ache all over uh.
aiya sian luhh.
nvm.dunno wad to say alr.
*blank*
byes~

2009-06-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

HI GUYS!

hmmms.nth much happen lately bahs.(i think?)
bought a new fone.
SAMSUNG F480 .
kinda love it luhhhs.
no mood do anything now uhhhs.
cuz IM FREAKING BORED NOW!
lol... >.<
Alvin said Karen's mum forbid him frm talking to me uhhs.
so kinda SIAN uhhs..
*sighs*
2days we nvr talk properly lerhs.
kinda feel so lonely uhhs...
thrown aside....
*sighs*

2009-06-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

yoyo!

today quite fun luhhs.
early morning went to Bukit Timah th Salvation Army.
stupid sia. realise it nvr open. we forgot its a sunday. ><
so bused down to 10 Mile shopping mall.
bought a wallet for $5 nia sia. very elegant too.. love it :DDD
thn took th old style of LRT to Bukit Panjang Plaza.
OMG. th LRT is very fun nia. kinda brings bac those old memories.
we used to sit on th lrt when we was young then.
bought a top thr for $10. quite nice laaa.
hehe. thn bused to Harbour Front.
ate abit thn went to Vivo.
bought groceries till $80++
><
hehe. walk till quite tired.
was feeling sick throughout th whole day too.
my old problem has surfaced agn.
my stomach was burning. ><
cuz of th acids inside luhhs.
aiyas..to put it simply,
i have gastric.
><
kkays thts all. mayb cookin instant noodles bah.
oh ya.
i must thankkk Alvin today for entertaining me
hehe..
THANKKK YOOOOUUUH ALVIN!!!!
kk
byes~

2009-06-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

HEY YOZ!

hmmms . ytd was my HAPPIEST day in my life. you know wad?
Alvin and Karen wants to be my BESTIES.
it all strted when i was getting bored cuz playing Mahjong agn .
thn suddenly my fone got one msg. tht msg changed my mood totally.
Alvin: Im back =)
Madeline: O.o whr you bring yr gf to? i shock tio sia.cuz i didnt expect you'll reply.
Alvin: Im not back home,rather,im back,being your besties again.

i was totally shock.i really must thank my lucky stars. luckily i preservere on and waited.
if not this day wont happen le. :D
aft awhile Karen msged me. she wanted to be my BESTIES too. ^^
i was like really really really very happy luhhs.
all th tears and heartaches are worth this reunion. :D
and today we're all talking to each other like old frens who is chatting to catch up on times.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

now at Changi airport cuz came here to eat "brunch(breakfast+lunch)" to celebrate Father's day.
ytd we chatted till 1am thn i went to sleep. today i woke up at 8am.
damn tired. hehe.
kays skip all th way till now.
i swear i wont eat Crystal Jade restaurant liao.
cuz aft eating thn now my stomach damn pain luhh...
Karen also said she found hairs on th food last time too.
make me pain till i no appetite at dinner liao.
now still damn pain laaa.

Karen and Alvin today went to pick rambutans. LOL!
funny couple. hehe. psps.
so i didnt disturb them till at abt 4:25pm Karen msged me said she miss me.
hehe.she also said im sweet. O.o?
hehe.
><>
no mood post le. sorry arr.
byes~

im sooooo happy!

2009-06-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

i made them MYSELF

this guy is cute yeah? he's th one who keep asking me to go into haunted house.

LOL. he keep asking : Do you all want to go in? Go la. :D "

very funny luhhs. in th end we compromise on HE FOLLOW US IN. :D

ahahhaha. he very funny laaa. th 2 girls is strangers nia.

th second time i go in with my cousin, he stood outside with my sis and her fren.

my sis told me tht this guy asked about my profile.

my Name, my School, and stuff. LOL.kinda weird ba. haha.

kinda cute too. :D when we went in for th first time, he went in too,. to SCARE us girls. LOL!

thn when we go out he act blur say "no?dun have arr. i whr got scare you all? you all see wrong la."

LOL! funny laaa. i saw him luhhs...really very fun at ESCAPE.

friendship fallen to CRUMBS

broken in half

yeahs. this is how my heart looks like too. HALF N BLEEDING.

th spider i got at ESCAPE. cute uhhs?

my cousin was very pro at Water Gun..

in th end we won abt 5-6 soft toys bah. all medium and large de.

thn got one time, we played with a few AH BENGSAH LIANS.

when we won, they were like so dulan luhhs. LOL.so funny.

th guy who controls th game also told us : "wah you all very pro uhhhs."

2009-06-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

:D CHEESE~

a big big wide smile for yoou guys !
just now afternoon was abit too emo bahs.
gastric acted up agn...T.T
*sighs*
sometimes i wish i were a little kid agn
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
While i was holding on,
all you did was to LET GO.
My heart was taken by you
and it was broken by you
now it's still in pieces
because of you.
One thing i know for sure,
GIRL MEETS BOY,
GIRL FALLS HARD,
BOY DOESNT EVEN STUMBLE.
thts wad i learnt...
*sighs*
nvm.i wont be so easily beaten down de.
yin wei wo xiang xin,
shuo guo le zai jian,
yi ding hui zai jian. :D
although my heart is still aching badly now,
i hope it wont ache for nth
cuz i've been keeping th hope tht,
you'll come back and call me your BESTIE agn.
i'll wait for you de :DDD
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
abit sian luhhs.cuz just surfing arnd th net..
nth to do..
my hp is silent all day long
since he left me..
really tired of this world.
but must thank th radio station 91.3fm.
it kinda of lirftens up my mood when i listened to it.
:DDDD
i also dunno why.
but im like into th english hits now. abit no mood to listen chinese hits le.
hahahs.
hmmmms. i know this post very long uhhs. hehe~ xpxp
kkays, gtg lerhs.
will miss his sms forever.
i hope he'll come back..
cuz it's really hurting to keep waiting...
Alvin, if you're reading this post,
i just wanna tell you tht,
I MISS YOU.

2009-06-08T20:26:00.000-07:00

yoyo!
:D

hmmms.quite boring today..and tired too..
ytd copied all Alvin's msgs into my lil book
so as to keep all our happy and sad moments foever..
really sad..
our friendship just took th wrong turn..
leaving me alone to fend for myself...all alone and deeply HURT...
i was hoping tht whenever i looked for yoouuh,
you'll be thr for me, like i'll always be thr for yoouh..
i just hope you'll be happy once more..with yr gf...
i hope you wont forget me..
i'll always wait for you to come back to call me yr BESTIE agn like wad we used to do in th past..
i promise,
whenever you look back,
i'll be behind you always,
until th day i die.
you're always protected by me..

take care. *sobs*

i'll miss yooou always.

2009-06-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

haix...

i had th instinct tht Alvin was online now.
and i guess-ed it right. he's really online.
i was so happy. but disappointment followed soon after.
i talked tuh him. expecting he'll reply...
he did not. ='(
i was so sad thn .... so very much wanted to break down...
really very hurting...
i've been harbouring th hope tht we'll get back to th old times once agn....
but i wont give up so soon...
i say i'll wait for him means i'll wait...
no matter whether it's half year?1year?10years..
i'll still wait. i wont give up hope so easily...

th lonely,heart hurting deep inside girl signing off.
i really miss yooouuh alot alot alot.
how i wish you're here for me once again...
i'll treasure those happy lil memories all in a lil book
i'll keep it for life...

2009-06-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

yoz~

haix. woke up early in th morning prepare go sch for th DnT thingy.
when i rch-ed sch i saw th Mediacorp was thr.
think they making First Class bahs.
cuz i saw Scott Chong Hillyard thr.
He's my sister's classmate. study in SengKang Sec derhs. :D
hmmms thn when i told my sister he's here in my sch,
she was like very jealous luhhs. cuz she said why not in her sch. LOL~
thn she msg-ed Scott ask him isit him in my sch. thn he said yupps. lol
hmmms. nth much today alr. damn sian. my phoe was veryvery quiet these fewdays.
feeling all bottled up cuz i've got no one to confide my feelings to...
oh ya. and i'm looking forward to Wednesday. cuz we gng out with our 5 "gors" agn . LOL!
kkays thts all. bye earthlings. :D

i promise i'll wait for you no matter wad...
cuz i love yooouuh too much to let you go...

2009-06-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

YOZ EARTHLINGS ~

today had a lot of fun laaaa.
hahahs. went out with Rui Xia,Clarice,Jeffery a.k.a Thomas,Justin,Cheng Cai,Cheng Yi and one guy dunno wad name(psps). XP
RX,C and me went serangoon first.cuz dunno wan go whr cuz waiting for Cheng Yi to ask his gor smth. thn aft tht we went Clake Quay to buy sweets frm STICKY. :DDDDDDD
aft awhile Cheng Cai said meet at Raffles Place MRT station.
when we rch-ed thr we saw them sitting at one corner...aiyas long story here. skip to meet up alr.
CC,CY like keep pushing Jeff a.k.a Thomas come talk to us.
aiyas skiip to at Vivo.
Me, Rx and clar was inside th mall while th guys outside smoking.
thn thomas actually want open th door to come in to talk to us.
thn got one ah ma thr mah.
so he open to door for her thn she said "THANK YOU" very loud. LOL! :D
thn aft awhile they decided go somewhr near Bugis.
so we cabb-ed thr. Thomas was with us.
hmmms. today didn't spend money luhhs.
cuz everything was like th guys pay. haha. (:
i wanted to pay for th coke so i asked Thomas how much.
thn he aft said we girls no need pay. LOL
they also escorted us sia. awwwwww...
they like th 5 gors we didn't have before. LOL!
kkays this is a long post i know. HAHA.
hmmms kkays byes! :DDDD

th heart broken,but its healing in process girl signing off. :D

2009-05-31T04:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO

*sighs*
nearly was accused for smth which i didnt even do.
LOL.
i think i know who did it bahs.
but dunno whether shud i say out mah.
cuz like very bad luhhs. bao toh peepo.
luckily i stop smth frm happening. hahas.
hmmms. sian luhhs. nth to do.
haix. tmr hab to go to sch.
luckily is 10 plus de bahs. if not i sure dun go de.
><>
very pain sia. cant bend my wrist too much .
i got sprain my same wrist before in sch. but it took really long time to heal luhhs.
hope this sprain can heal earlier bahs. ><
yay! this sunday gng Escape Theme Park agn .
wonder this time is wad soft toy neh?
LOL act cute. =.=
hahahaha.
hmmms. really sad Alvin cant go . he has to go to Malaysia to visit his cousin bahs.
tmr O lvls chinese exam luhhs~
jia yoou wo Alvin! :D
get good results make me proud wo~
:DDD
kkays this is a long post .. haha.
thts all bahs.
byes! =)

2009-05-29T23:16:00.000-07:00

mayb my life's not meant to have a friend..
sometimes i wonder if i die will anyone notice?
mayb not bah...
i dun even have a true friend now..
cuz someone snatch him away....
mayb i'll just die quietly without anyone noticing...
i've been accused..
i've been hurt countless of times...
even my friend is being snatched away...
i hate my life..
every night i just cried myself to sleep...
hoping next day will be a better one..
but still its th same old thing....
*sighs*
when will this torment end???

th lonely and soul tormented girl signing off.

2009-05-29T23:06:00.000-07:00

damn freaking pissed off with someone >:(
dun wish to say anything right now...
hummmmppphhh..

2009-05-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

HELLOEARTHLINGS~

T.T very tired sia.
stomache frm mornin till now..
damn freaking pain luhhs...
no mood type alr.
byes~

2009-05-23T08:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPOS!

hmmms.smth happen lately bahs....
but...
haix...
i dun wish to say anything abt it bahsss. >.<
just really happy tht Alvin is thr for me those those bad times bahs.
really happy to have such a good fren. THANK YOOU :D
just now went PCC play Bball.
damn fun sia.
earlier when me,my mei and her fren rch-ed thr
we play-ed with a few P1-P3 earthlings
we were so scared our ball will hit them sia.
so we like keep looking out for them luhhs.
thn they were so cute sia.
fighting and arguing who to throw and how many turns to throw. LOL
thn awhile l8r they gone home le.
thn a bunch of teenagers came. all boys.
and guess wad? i saw my P6 fren Claudsen thr too. but didn't approach him bahs. cuz i think he also forget me lerhs.
we were agn scared tht our ball might hit them and cuz friction between them and us.
after tht my sis really hit until a pink t shirt guy thn he said nvm.
thn second time its my turn to hit him. LOL!
i was like keep saying sorry thn his fren said hit him nvm one.
thn th pink guy damn funny
he said to his fren:" hit me nvm isit? hey girl, i give you permission. later you aim him hor. " LOL!
we had a lot of fun luhhs. haha.
kkays gtg lerhs. feeling unwell sia...
byes~

2009-05-20T19:43:00.000-07:00

EXAMMMSSSSS ARE OVERRRRR !!!!!! :D

yay! haha. =x
so happy today also . cuz been looking so long for "Graduation-vitamin c" for soooo long and finally i found it lerhs.
hmmms. haha :D
today DnT jia lat liao laaaa.dunnno how do sia....-.-
kkays gtg download games le. bbuaiis!

no matter how much you've hurt me,
even if a few times le,
i still want to tell you that
WE'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS FOREVER :D
you're always forgiven derhs.
i won't hate you.
i won't blame you.
cuz,
YOU"RE ALWAYS LOVED BY ME. :D
our friendship been into 1mth 15days lerhs.
it will keep counting till th end of th world kays?
August 06 is our 4th mth ! :D
i promise i'll wait for tht day you've told me to. :D
LOVE YA LOTS!

2009-05-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

we had so much fun in Bishan Active with my sis and her fren :D

love it :D

i love my windmill (:

2009-05-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

HELLO

haix...so sian MYE now.
hmmms, English quite easy laaarhs.
Maths was damn easy luhhs.
th most i scared of is social studies and geog sia.
hmmms. stomach damn pain now..forgot eat medicine
cuz doctor said i have early symtoms of gastric problems alr so i must take care of myself alr.
i also promised Alvin tht i'll take care of myself frm now. :D
gtg now. very pain laaa.no mood post le.
byes~

2009-04-30T08:41:00.000-07:00

HI !

stomache sia...
no mood do anything.
these few days slept quite late too .
very tired
mentally and physically tired...
today tht "someone" played with th fan agn . -.-
lame lehhh .
hmmms..
no mood blog le. unwell. kayys.
bbuaiis. :l

2009-04-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!

hmmms. smth happened lately...haix..no mood to say abt it.
only told a few peep0s abt it luhhs.
luckily i st00d firm and decided n0t t0 ewat until my mum return me mii ph0ne.
mayb g0d pity me bahs cuz next day my mum 0wnself return me mii ph0ne sia! :D
but a c0nditi0n is she'll call Alvin and say tht we can still be frens but n0t int0 BGR.
duhh. -.-
but i realised tht me and Alvin like drifting?
we nvr talk s0 much like in th past le.
really miss th0se times when we c0uld talk under th skies.
haixxx....
for th sake 0f 0ur frenship,
i swear i'll preservere 0n t0 keep this frenship. :D
i swear nvr in my life have i met a person with so many things like me bef0re.
i'm s0 happy t0 have met Alvin as my fren. :DDD
kkays thts all f0r n0w.
bbuaiis. :D

2009-04-26T07:16:00.000-07:00

went to MarineParade as mum wanted to baptise

our sch logo (: went beach last week :D

wo aiii niii ! LOLS

tiong xim to hiimmm always (:

name engraved into th sand

pretty coconut arnt it? l000vveeee !

niiicee wave~~~~

l0ve ball00ns always~~

all my ball00ns ! :D

care bear gatherings ! :DD

here are some photos. enjoy!LOLS :D

2009-04-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!

today didn't eat breakfast and recess.
cuz no app.
Alvin thn said "sure tio gastric de"
LOLs. really get gastric at abt 1 plus.
is damn freaking pain de luhhs.
bear-ed with it until abt 3 plus thn go down canteen eat .
aft eating still quite pain. mayb is haven't digest bahs.
hmmms.
must "Thank You" alvin for his concern :DDDD
HAHA.
alvin, rmb dinner time th "dried eyes?"
LOLS. hahahahhahaa.
make me laugh so much. psps. haha
just now damn pissed off with my parents.... nvm dun mention liaos.
Forgive and Forget -.-
LOL
kkays thts all .
bbuaiis. :D

2009-04-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

YO!

haix.today not feeling well in skul...bad stomache sia.
but still did listen some of tchr's lessons bahs.
lunch nvr eat cuz no appetite eat alr. dinner only ate a few mouths thn full alr.
hmmms. just copied finished a full page for th CME thingy. i hope this time round tchr will at least appreciate it bahs.
tht time she asked us do th CONGO thingy i copied 2 pages but she look also nvr look thn ask patrick put up on board alr.
i was so sad then... lets hope history wont happen agn.
kkays
bbuaiis. :DD

2009-04-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!

psps long time no post lerhs. HAHA.
today went to my mei's skul... i tell you, its damn fun sia..
i bought a lot of helium balloons. cuz me love balloons too much. :D
i was walking along th whole skul holding so many balloons HAHA .
was so happy today. :D
happiest day of my life.
hmmmms. now in chalet agn.
i nvr regret gng to th beach even though its alr 8plus into th night time.
went to th breakwater and found tht thr were a bunch of boys thr.
they were singing songs and guitaring.
my mum went up first with th help of one of th boys.
i went up aft her.
they actually also wanted to help but i went up bfore they helped . HAHA
aft tht they asked my name. when i told them, thn they all very cute.
they said :"HELLO MADELINE!"
thn they tot my mum very young.
they ask my mum whether she is in JC?poly?secondary?primary?
HAHAHA. so cute sia...
when my mum said she is alr a mum, they all shock tio.
thn they strt singing agn
" she's a mother,she's a mother who look so young..."
thn aft tht,
"we've got 2 chicks, we've got 2 chicks,sitting right here with us.."
we throughly enjoyed ourselves.
they sang a last song as they need to go buy oil le.
we babe goodbye aftward.
i wonder if its fate's doing.
cuz th next day,8plus in th morning , we met agn. we waved at each other.
i was picking seashells when a feeling told me to look up.
and thr they was. looking at me, i waved back to them. HAHA.
really miss their singing luhhs.
luckily i got record their voices. they got nice vocals sia.
today, i was walking along th beach looking at th stars. so nice sia.
i love balloons,beaches,seabreeze,seashells,coconut trees.
cuz i think they're th most romantic things in th world.
at least they're more romantic thn those expensive things.
today at my mei's skul walked for abt 5 hours non-stop.
met a lot of boys. yeah.
her frens all said i and my sis is photocopy out one. look so alike.
haha
th boys very funny sia...they go take a table,put in front of th bball net and slam dunk. LOL
haha.
kkays gtg lerhs.
Bbuaiis. :DDDDDDD
today i'm extremely happy. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-04-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

HELLOS.

psps.so long nvr post lerhs. hahas.
yay!my msg renew today!! :D
previous 2 days i used my mei and my uncle's fone to communicate with Alvin. haha
very funny guy la he.
first time i heard of public bus got food shop de... hahahaa.
haix. ytd got gastric pain sia... damn F pain luhhs.
was in bus when th pain strted..
cannot tahan sia....but no choice have to bear with it..haix.
Alvin then asked me whether i'm okayy.
he asked me to take care of myself luhhs. :D
today also at class gastric pain.
he ask me to recess go eat..
thn awhile later i realised i nvr bring down my wallet -.-
stupid right?
thn i told him i dun want eat liao.
thn he say " lol? go borrow frm yr fren ? cannot dun eat. lol "
but in th end , i still nvr eat cuz dun feel like eating alr...
mayb later i 3 plus then go eat bahs..
kayyys. gtg le.
tan mei mei say cannot blogging liaos. -.-
Alvin very cute sia. still say we minors so cant drink wine when i said
LETS TOAST TO OUR FRENSHIP YEAHS ALVIN ! ^^
hahahah. kayyys. lets hope we wont fight like me and luke did... -.- -.- -.-
Bbuaiis :DDDDD

2009-04-09T22:50:00.000-07:00

Konnichiwa!

haiz...
my msg burst alr......left 2 extra msgs.
waiting for 15 april.
really sorry for letting Alvin wait so long for my msg. HAHA.
he damn funny sia. every morn and night msg me gd mornin and gd nights.
ytd gave Yong Chuan b'dae present.
at first not much ppl saw it.
but Jie Ming saw and thn it goes on and on... pass here pass thr.
when yong chuan came back they faster put it back..dunno got spoil anot.... -.-
thn yong chuan saw it thn he strted reading( with a bunch of KPOs)LOL
2pm went home.
he msged: "ermms, thanks for th present"
ya. thts all. hmmmms.
dunno wad to write alr..
kkays bbuaiis.

how i wish you were thr with me...
i miss you.
i love you.

2009-04-06T06:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO .

haiz. yet another lost of a fren...
Luke had completely changed over a night.
before, he was so caring and th next day, he talk until so rude...
cuz tht day at chalet i kena fever mahs,
so he msged me to ask if i'm okayy.
aft tht he totally ignore me alr.
thn next day i said good morning to him thn he said " what"
damn rude right....
he still call me shit girl... -.-
i very du lan alr so i scold a lot of hokkien explelatives back..
he still said what i've said is so pleasing to th ear... GL sia.
aiya. thn he still act english pro.
what "net balance of frens i have will be equaled" -.-
and he will introduce me to a fren of his ( Alvin)
i alr talked to Alvin le. seems like he's a nice guy.
at least better thn tht Luke whatsoever. -.-
i alr said sorry to luke alr thn he still so hao lian .
ni zuo ren bu yao qi ren tai sheng hor...
keep say until it was totally my fault....
i nvr do anything to him thn he become like this also my problem mehh...>:(
wo cai bu xi han you ni zhe ge peng you ok...( although i abit sad to have lost a fren, i'm still quite angry) you think you english pro isit...
get lee kuan yew's cert first thn talk la CB.
ni you ben shi get top in singapore for english la.... -.-
i also dun even know how bing liang get to endure luke's stupid attitude for so long...
wtf... i've to go calm down alr... if not i'll burst anytime...
at least i gained another new fren.
BYE Luke .
HELLO Alvin. lets toast to our new friendship (:

2009-04-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

HI GUYS !

ytd went chalet agn. HAHA. quite okayy larhs.
but wasn't feeling well ytd and today.
got a very bad headache and feel like vomiting.
found out tht i got fever and cough and gastric pain too.
so went to rest awhile. was planning to watch th friday midnight ghost show on channel U ,
so called luke to wake me ups.
THANK YOU for setting your alarm to wake me up :D
but at 11"11pm dun feel like watching alr cuz of bad headache. so continu-ed to zzz
morning i woke up and thought tht mayb fever will go away
but it haven't.HAIZ
ate tuna bread for breakfast.
wth. th tuna bread make me so full tht i must skip lunch..
so skipp-ed lunch.
but abt 5 plus i damn hungry..
so wait-ed until dinner time luhhs. no choice.
BACKWARDS TO YTD AT SKUL.
actually i was in a happy mood de.
but F mrs chew spoil-ed it through th day...
i studied sooo hard for th chem test and she told me i failed... -.-
i was so very very sad then...
thoughts flowed in my mind wildly..
why didn't i at least pass my test?
why you tell me wads my results?
why must you spoil my mood by saying tht?
whywhywhy?
i was so sad...luckily luke was thr to confort me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH for being thr with me when i'm always sad and needed someome to talk to. :D
Luke,if you're reading this, i really want to express my gratitude to you. i'm really glad to have such a good fren like you. (:

2009-04-03T03:09:00.000-07:00

HELLOS

i'm in my chalet now...
thinkin bout lotsa things....
how i wish you were thr for me.
how i wish i'll have someone to share weals and woes with...
howiwishhowiwish...
today was actually in happy moood.
but freaking mrs chew came to spoil it through....
i studied so very hard for my chem test but she told me I FAIL.
ask her go and die can ?
when i heard i failed,
i was very very very sad... i tot at least i should pass aft studying for so long...
next time i dont want study for chem alr. study for fuck one.
study so hard also cnt pass. freak.
damn angry and sad just now,
but LUKE came in to cheer me ups.
THANK YOU! :D
he's my true fren.
but i'm still so ever lonely in my heartt..
who can help me fill my heart? no matter wad i do, i also half happy.
th other half of my heart always feel so empty..
kkays thts all.
bbuaiis.

2009-04-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO^^

today miss tan meimei crazy alr..
for no apparent reason go call Yong Chuan get out of th class...
thn call a few times thn he go out.
he face was like very angry liaos.
TMM thn asked him not to slam th door when he go out.
but he still slammed th door so hard. shock tio.
Yong Chuan, relac la. not worth getting angry over this type of ppl .
TMM getting more crazy these few days.
even 4B also said she's keep acting CUTE.
she thinks she's so cute...duhh -.-
somemore she today wear until like BATHING SUIT. -.-
ewwww.
anyways today PE we girls run.
wah piang, i run until like hell. want vomit.
no appetite eat for dinner. very tired.
th tchr also de, ming zhi dao ppl cant run to 3 pnts thn still want force. GO TO HELL LA!
tht time he say pass can alr....
thn i pass alr lor !
thn he go change his mind agn say must 3 pnts -.- -.- -.-
i thn told Luke tht i not eating dinner cuz no appetite and if i eat will vomit thn die.
thn he very cute.
say if i nvr eat will die more.
kkays thts all.
bbuaiis.

2009-03-31T07:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPOS!

haiz. feeling unwell right now..
stomach pain sia.
eat 2 mouth of dinner thn no appetite alr..
but still have to finish it though. haiz.
headache.
btw, MUST THANK him for his concern. THANK YOU :D
i'll drink more water. ;D
soz for th short post..not feeling well so type rlly short.
bbuaiis.

2009-03-29T05:34:00.000-07:00

HELLOS~

smth happen-ed these few days..
was quite heart broken yah.
someone said smth hurting but apologised l8r on.

(his name have been deleted to protect his identity.)
he was sincere enough. he also tried to cheer me up. THANK YOU.
so yah he was forgiven. dun wish to say abt it alr.( readers,is not abt stead la, you think until whr? )
anyways we're still good frens.
i got to know him. all thx to SOHBINGLIANG ! :D LOL
i agree tht i was th quiet introvert yah.
i am stilling learning to maKE more frens.
i am still learning how to heal my broken heart.
i am still learning alot of things actually.
these few days also keep seeing th num 911.
at first, i read 2 stories concerening th 911 terrorist attacks.
thn aft tht th news also said smth abt 911.
thn i took a taxi. guess wad? th taxi plate no. is 911 -.-
thn nxt day i took a bus and happen-ed to look up at a block of flats.
th BLK no. is 911 -.-lll
thn i also happen-ed to anyhow flip a page and i saw th word BIBBLE although its a non christian book.
i thn went to ask my fren.
as he's a christian,
he went to ask his pastor wad this means.
still waiting for th answer yeahs. LOL
last but not least,
i hope things will be better for me as th days passes.
i hope i'll find my other half soon.
i dun want experience another heart break agn.Believe me, its very painful.
it takes time to heal also... i dun want to be th one who always get hurt in th end..
kkays thts all i have to say.
bbuaiis.

2009-03-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!

today is Sports Day:D
was damn fun today. rch-ed stadium abt 7:00,
wait-ed for Rui xia they all yeahs. slow...
went inside aft they rch-ed.
we went to th uttermost back haha.
awhile l8r yong chuan also rch-ed alr. he sit right in front of me.
thn Jeslynn ask me whether i want to change place with her a not. cuz its even nearer. LOL
shahirah and samatha also got ask me want to change seats with them a not so tht i can sit with yong chuan . LOL
i dun dare change cuz scared yong chuan will DL. lol.
VERY REGRET TODAY NVR BRING MY PSP ALONG.
haiz.
sham ask-ed i got bring psp a not thn i say nvr. haiz.
want-ed so much to play my psp.
awhile l8r sham took th RED BEAN bottle to play. he throw red beans at us ang we strt-ed to play RED BEAN WAR. LOL
thn aft tht bing liang threw at yong chuan thn when yong chuan turn arnd and ask who throw, bing liang say is sham. LOL
thn yong chuan really throw at sham . HAHA.
hope got another sports day. i think will have bahs. cuz today is normal sports day i think . still got one more HKHG sports day.
kkays. gtg le.
bbuaiis. :D

2009-03-25T05:55:00.000-07:00

HELLOS~

I HATE TMM SIA.
she sucks la.
menopause la she. siao one. keep only know how scold ppl .
tht time parent meeting she also tell my mum i play too much com
which i nvr lor. F*** la. when th F did i play too much com?!!?
she like LOVE to destroy ppl's life one lor... _l_
see her face arh, my life sian by half.
kkays thts all . my fav 9pm show here le.
bbuaiis. :D

2009-03-24T04:24:00.000-07:00

HELLOS !

a rly vry short post for today. :D
went skul as usual
MISS TAN today got mood swing. LOL
call me stand up and scold. _l_
she also scold sheena ,
but when come to jeslynn,
she squat down and talk nicely ! WTH...
she scared of louis isit?
thn in th afternoon, she also scold yong chuan and nicholas.
she said to yong chuan " is this how you treat your customers at LJS?"
thn yong chuan said smth very funny.
" i nvr serve customers" LOL!
nice one, Yong Chuan ! LOL
kkays gtg alr.
bbuaiis .

2009-03-22T03:34:00.000-07:00

1: Besides your lips , where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
cheeks! :D its sweeeet~
.2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
grreeaattt !
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
ME, MYSELF & I . :D
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
yes.
5: Would you ever donate blood?
ermmm .. dun think so.
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
you say lehh?
7: Do you want someone dead?
YES. tons.
8.What does your last text message say?
forgot alr.
9.What are you thinking of right now?
thinking of HIM of cuz la.
10 Do you wish someone was with you right now?
YES. him.
.11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
1 am.
.12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Bugis
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
yes.
14: Who was the last person to text you?
someone.
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
MICHELLE
MADELINE
RUI XIA
CLARICE
YONGCHUAN
JESLYNN
SHEENA

15.Who is 2 having a relationship with?
ermms. currently still waiting..
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
female.
.17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
ps got 7 but no 10. :D
18: What is Number 1 studying about?
sec one exams.
20: Is Number 4 single?
YES
21: Say something about Number 5?
hmmm. quite intelligent.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together ?
eeee.like tht become lesbians alr. sorry no offence.
23: Describe Number 9?
dun have no.9 .
.24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
cannot be one la.
25: Do you like Number 8?
ghost arh ?

2009-03-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

HELLOS~

hmmm.just back frm cycling and enjoying th air-con nw at th chalet. (:
ytd th "Flag day" was quite fun. i ask-ed abt 10 ppl thn guess wad they say ?
"sorry,wo mei shan qian" LOL !
me and jeslynn was walking along th road and we saw this malay couple.
we were deciding if we want-ed to ask this couple. ke shi mei xiang dao they themselves came up to donate $3 plus. good right. thank you uncle auntie! :D
aft awhile we saw this guy wearing red tee. he was like abit crazy like tht. he keep holding his 2 front pockets and smiling at us in a very weird way. poor thing. he was like keep seeing thn we ran away. LOL
we do until abt 10 plus and thn we slack alr.damn tired sia. abt 11:25 we slowly stroll-ed back to th meeting place. we saw sham collecting th money at th traffic junction thr. mind you, his can is damn heavy sia. at least heavier thn ours. HAHA. upon rching, we saw some boys alr thr. so we went to join thm. when we rch, nicholas foo donated us money. THANK YOOUU! :D awhile l8r saw my neighbour frm Pei Hua Secondary. they were also thr for th donation thingy. actually ytd wanted to follow some of my classmates to celebrate nicholas foo's farewell party. but Eunice told me tht " th boys doesnt want me to follow cuz if i go thn very weird and they say i'll be very bored " LOL. so i went back home luhhs since they doesnt want me to be thr. anyways i was actually wanting to wear PE for th day but scared Tan meimei will scold so i didnt lo. didnt think tht actually is can wear one lor ( yong chuan is wearing also).. and i regretted not wearing cuz is DAMN HOT one lor wearing uniform and asking for donations. wear PE at least not so hot. ytd i thought i was early but weijie is more earlier thn me! LOL! play-ed my PSP while waiting for jeslynn they all. kkays this post is super long liao . still got tons to say but my fingers are getting tired alr. so thts all for now. :D
buuaaiis.

2009-03-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!

as usual..went to skul studystudystudy. LOL
Miss Tan today bought bread and Nutella and peanut butter for us to eat.LOL
very few ppl took th wholemeal bread cuz its disgusting.-.-
anyways th chocolate quite nice la.
today shahirah also ask whether we girls gng for Nicholas Foo Farewell party a not. well, still deciding in progress. LOL
OMG its alr 11:45pm! gtg sleep liaos. =x
buuaiiiss. nites.

I love him, always.

2009-03-15T02:21:00.000-07:00

HELLOS ! :D

enjoying my life away at East Coast Chalet. hahahha. damn shiok~ LOL
just becuz of th STUPID REMEDIAL LOR ! if not i can stayover. nvm. i friday come agn. :D
need to go swimming with my baby cousin alr. =D will upload pictures l8r if free. :D
kkays.thts all. buuuaaiis.

2009-03-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO peepos!

long time no post le. baoqianbaoqian. LOL
yah,actually nth much these few days. today is Friday th thirteenth and guess wad?
we had our X-country today!-.-
sweat until like hell lor.actually i wanted to take my ZINC sling bag but my sis wants to borrow frm me to take to skul. LOL
and congrats to nurul for getting 2nd. :D
tired.....wad to say lehh?
OH YA. today went back to class saw a BIG bag of plastic bag with lotsa tidbits inside.
and guess wad happen to all of it?yeah,you're right. gone with th wind..LOL
actually Man Ping got pass us one packet but in th end i put back alr.
sianz...nxt week still got to go back. MONDAY blues.haha. luckily monday is chinese. i love chinese cuz i like Xiang laoshi. he too good alr. anyways his lesson always is free period one.those in 4C should know tht. LOL
kkays. really tired now. gt sleep lerhs.
buuaiis. :D

2009-03-07T02:16:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
very fed up with photbucket.freaking photobucket...so lagg one...
its spoils my day through..anyways today was on winning streak.
keep winning. :D was downloading afew games yah..lol
my ah gong waiting for me to play with him alr. walking arnd trying to get my attention. cute lehhh.LOL
i told him i'll play aft dinner yahs cuz just now play 2 rnds alr yah.
any songs can recommand?
kkays. gtg.
buuaiis. ;D

Name: Vanilla

Born on: 25 DEC 2008

she's always my fav c0mpani0n.

2009-03-06T06:50:00.000-08:00

hihihihi! :D

hmmmmm,t0day quite an exciting day yeahs. LOL
me & rui xia play until quite fun. laughing non stop. LOL
t0day th class like quite quiet..
2.4km run today also very "fun". me&jeslynn&sheena
walk all th way. dont feel like running mahs. WTH..i with rui xia run one thn he say i FAIL.
F*** la. thn we purposely dun run lor. sheena said: "like tht we everyweek can "san bu" alr. LOL
hahaha. :D
nth much alr lor. kkays.
buuaiis.